She started this conversation but she doesn't know how to continue it. She's not the only one who lost him. She's so pissed, she's so hurt, and she can't believe Lenny would leave them like that. But she deserved to know.]
Do you know what my INCENTIVE is? A clean slate. All for me. Make something of myself. And he's out there FUCKING DEAD. And I could DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT if someone had TOLD ME.
[She did deserve to know. Sara deserved to know. In this (real-time) moment, Mick isn't even sure why he'd tried to keep anyone from knowing anything.]
Good. You deserve that. Keep yours. I'm doing it already. I'm here to get him back.
[She wants to be mad at Mick, but she's exhausted. Absolutely exhausted. And he's the only person who could possibly understand how she feels. Him and Sara. Funny how life works.]
I can't without him, Mick.
[Can't keep her selfish incentive. Can't anything.
She's not saying Mick needs the help keeping him alive, exactly, but she wants to help. The three of them on a mission would be that much more effective, right? She can add it to the list. Her incentive is expanding the longer she spends in Eudio.
But she can't just sit back and plan her life not knowing if Len will be there. So she's going to plan on keeping him there.]
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SOBS
Never came up with a way to do it
/weeps
She started this conversation but she doesn't know how to continue it. She's not the only one who lost him. She's so pissed, she's so hurt, and she can't believe Lenny would leave them like that. But she deserved to know.]
Do you know what my INCENTIVE is? A clean slate. All for me. Make something of myself. And he's out there FUCKING DEAD. And I could DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT if someone had TOLD ME.
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Good. You deserve that. Keep yours. I'm doing it already. I'm here to get him back.
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I can't without him, Mick.
[Can't keep her selfish incentive. Can't anything.
She's not saying Mick needs the help keeping him alive, exactly, but she wants to help. The three of them on a mission would be that much more effective, right? She can add it to the list. Her incentive is expanding the longer she spends in Eudio.
But she can't just sit back and plan her life not knowing if Len will be there. So she's going to plan on keeping him there.]